Well we were doing good for a short while but you know how things like to treat certain people. Back to stall walking we go where he stops no one knows..... It feels like a slap in the face & a bucket of cold water thrown at me . I'm so angry I can't even describe it yet so sad at the same time. The multitude of feelings flowing through my body right now are just indescribable. I feel like we have taken a thousand steps back it's ridiculous. What am I supposed to do? He's on every medication you can possibly be on for ulcers! He's on anxiety medication suppose that's not enough either! Do you ever just get that frustrated you just can't even explain it. So what now he hates stalls is that it? Sure he's never loved them but he's always tolerated them , never been a nut case in them before. I don't even know what to think at this point. I am mentally broken down. Physically drained. Why is he so miserable but outside his stall he's a happy little lamb. Its getting to the point if not already of me just turning him out 24/7 & being done with the stall. Is he trying to tell me he's been done with it & I just suck at listening once again? I don't know apparently I'm the worst owner on the planet clearly.
Yes this is a depressing post but I warned you all its not fun & games getting into it. Until next time for my venting session....
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